Ashley. seventeen. foreveralone. I live in Wichita, Ks. I'm black, white, & puertorican (&asian unofficially). I speak english&spanish. This is about a girl who is on the cusp of becoming someone.. A girl who may not know what she wants right now, and she may not know who she is right now, but who deserves the chance to find out. -Picoult
You were the friend I trusted the most. The one that knew everything that has ever happened to me. You were the one that I would text for advice all the time. Out of all the people I know, you were the friend that I though would be here through thick and thin. Turns out, you’re the complete opposite. I’m not mad though. Things happen, people change. But it would be nice to know that we’re no longer friends instead of having me tag along like a lost puppy.
I’m not sure what I’ve done in the past four years, but today’s assembly made me realize that I really have no true friends. Normally when people get called up in an assembly all your hear are screams and claps from everyone in the crowd. Whenever they call my name it’s silent, or if I’m lucky I get the leftover claps from the person in front of me. I know I’ve made some bad decisions in the last four years but I didn’t think it was enough to get everyone to hate me.
I knew that I would lose friends throughout my journey in life but I didn’t know I would lose the ones that meant so much to me. I didn’t know that I would be the one that turned out looking like a complete ass hole. I didn’t know that I would be the one that ended up alone.